The rose of destiny . . .

“Touched by the dawn,
you like to see my tearing eyes…

Crying for you …
The perfect rose of destiny…

Now what??
Am I supposed to live without you?

I wish I could but I don’t think I’m that much strong…
Please come back for me, please my perfect rose!

Don’t let yourself be destroyed by the other’s
Don’t abandon me here to die, because that’s what’s going to happen if you disappear from the world

You’re petals count my too painful living
maybe you should go away, that way I couldn’t count them…

But NO I prefer to torture myself even more
Than to lose you

My biggest fear, is your disappearance
But my phobia is to suffer, which is what you do to me

You make me suffer, so what can I do?
Face my biggest fear or my phobia??

I have no idea, I would ask you…
but you’re nothing but a simple rose…

Have I been writing all this to a rose?
OMFFG, I think I did, I’m really crazy. . .

But crazy, just for you…” -  by vanny patronilho